when i say ages. do you wonder what it means?

if you will ask (which i assume you wont, so i'll just make the initiative and blab..:D), life is as usuall. except that now, i wake up every God given week-day at 5:30 in the morning and go home face to face with mountains of assignments.

school. it is amidst us once again.

nakakaines!!!pero!! masaya!! hahaha.

lahat naman nang nakakaines, mahahanapan ng butas. (okay ang labo nun)

started project school today. hooray! i feel refreshed, determined and burdened.

leads to my next point.. is it the moist weather (raining here and there, dark clouds.. etc.) that makes us all sad?

gloomy is the word, actually. Because these past few days i observed, wouldn't be complete without a puffy pair of red eyes.

high school life nga naman ("..dito tayo nagmamahal at nasasaktan ng todo"

i miss the days when all of us would play and be merry.

owel, there's a time for everything. (ehem. ms. zuela ehem)

makes me wonder, if yawning is contagious, then would crying be considered contagious too? or is it just the air? i

n the states, "the spring fever" passes on the spirit of LOVE... here in st. paul pasig, "the school fever" (+ rainy days of june) brings forth abrupt lonliness.

but no matter how "school fever-y" things get, i know by mid august we'll all bunny hop and smile wide again.

can't wait. :D

club auditions are up. i got retained at SAM, praise God. will still try my chances at PRU though, wala namang mawawala.

(hmm....i missed posting naaa. next step: copy paste to xanga,tabulas, Lj, and multiply. yiha!)

love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.

thoughts of.....      

                MARGA and KAYE                

        what if you've been fighting for a long long time already and now all thats left to do is let go? thats what makes you so helpless. alanga namang pilitin mo ang sarili mo sa isang bagay na hindi mo talaga maabot...     

DON'T LEAVE

please?

im a SUN cellular addict. i've been texting non-stop since the day i got my sun sim back. darnit. haha i am now officialy attached to my phone.

work day today. rawwr i hafta do all sorts of things for the house once more, kahit mahirap ok lang. thats my contribution na to the family. :D (kaye??? ikaw ba yaan???) hahaha.

star wars: revenge of the sith - here i come! have premier tickets care of haffy (yipee!) so ill watch this thursday. rawr too bad hotie hayden will end up in the dark side. but owel, vilans are HOT too. ;D

shocking news- something i REFUSE to believe. because if i do. i dunno actualy, ill cry and cry and cry? aaahhhh DI KO KAYA!! pls dont.

(since i REFUSE to believe-- di ko muna lalagay dito till i am absolutely posetively SURE.) haaaayyy.

bEach! - here i come!

wrenk nawala ako tuloy sa mood...kasi naman. pls dont LEAVE na.....pls pls pls pls pls.....

ANAK NG BOOGIE- RAWWWRRR

jcone was fun!

haha i was a little late thou, we alot late, i wanst able to play the games so no stubs for me although i managed to make kupit a scoop of strawberry ice cream. heehee.

anyhow... miki was there! FINALLY! the boys reunion cept without nicole.

he's back! back back back. -- i dunno, for a split second i didnt care if he was in australia or new zeland or anywhere in the world i just didnt. but now that he's back HERE...back in the philippines, it makes ALL the diference.

bumalik nanaman ang matagal ko nang inaalis sa buhay ko.

somehow i dunno what to expect. from myself, my feelings and him.

laban parin ba or i should just completely let go?

 i just dowana be the stupid one- but me fighting is not stupid.

coz i think its worth it.

haaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy

LOL. ive missed these days of ranting about him...him him him him.

owel, everythings cool. basta may free ice ceam! haha.. daddy aoo gave the message OMGOSH! i am soooo prooud of him!! PWEDE PWEDE!!! hahaha. i could just see him being a pastor someday.

what else? oh yeah. i bonded with my brother and his girl friend last night till around three in the morning. they told me their love story. LAUGHTRIP! bwahahhaha. it was so fun! just so u know my brother and his girlfriend have been together since they where 15 years old!!!!! hhaha. tapos ngayon 24 na sila. shocks. they have been through SO much. and yet they still love each other. ako, ewan ko lang kung tatagal ako ng ganyan-- given my history of RUNNING away.  HAAAY.

i really wana go to the beach. lets hope my dad alows me and my mom to go to puerto asul this weekend with the gang..and sumama narin cya! whahahah

"today is gone but tommorow will be okay, ill wait another day."

we're hurting each other...

but i still love you.

how could everything happen so fast?

i just want you to know i HAD to do it...

i just wish it didnt have to end like THIS.

Why do you force yourself to let go when you know that you absolutely can’t?

You get stuck to one person and try hard not to screw things up.

You want to give, you want to receive you want to carve up an image of the two of you in your mind but then again you hide your feelings in a box.

To reticent to take a RISK, to scared to be bursting with unrequited love thinking of yourself as fragile.

But you know inside that you are frailer when you are empty.

They say love makes you happy.

But the more I love, the more I feel the whir pool of melancholy seeping through.

Reality is a notion.

Love is a reaction.

Hurting is reception

HOW THE HECK CAN YOU DO THAT TO HER??